Fri, Feb 5, 11am
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil: for thou art with me;
thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
(Psalms 23:4 KJV)
In the shower, the only safe place to go in a house full of people when crying becomes sobbing. I've mentally reviewed how I'm going to close down this blog and have already decided to do so. My only obstacle is I need permission. I'm certain that I'm broken enough to get it.
I've done what You asked. I showed what it is to hear Your voice. I'm listening better now. To keep sharing publicly is too exposing. I need to lay this down. I need Your permission to let go of the blog. You're still taking me into the valley. We're not heading out yet. There's no light to share.
People need to see what it is to walk through the valley.
It's too dark too share. I'm begging You to let me go. I'm pleading with You. Please hear my cry. Please choose someone else.
I already chose you.
Then let me share later, like David. His psalms are on display after we know the outcome. It's too dark right now.
You do know the outcome. You work from victory [Calvary] not toward it.
I have nothing to share in this. I can't put this ugly mess on display.
My Son was put on display.
I HAVE NOTHING INSIDE ME TO GIVE RIGHT NOW !!
You have Me. You always have Me. I am enough.